fxjh] rqe dSls gks \ oSyaVkbal Ms ] rqEgsa cgqr&cgqr eqckjd gksA Iyht+ ] eq>s ekQ dj nks ] eSaus tku&cw>dj ,slk ugha fd;kA irk ugha D;ksa] eSa vkidks ,d iy ds fy, Hkh ugha Hkwy ik jgh gwaA eSaus vkidks Hkqykus dh cgqr dksf'k'k dh ] ij ges'kk ,slk yxrk gS fd vki ;gha dgha gks ] esjs iklA eSa ugha tkurh fd gekjs chp D;k gS \ ij ] tks Hkh gS eq>s og Lis'ky cukrk gS vkSj vkidks esjs fy, Lis'ky cukrk gSA eSa ges'kk ;gh pkgrh gwa fd vki [kq'k jgks vkSj ges'kk ge ,d&nwljs ds Vp esa jgsaA ij ] vkius dgk Fkk fd ;g laHko ugha gSA eSa tkurh gwa fd ;g iflcy ugha gS ] ij fQj Hkh eSa ;gh pkgrh gwaA Iyht+ vki eq>s xyr er le>ks ] vki [kq'k jgus dh dksf'k'k djukA
eSa vkidks dHkh ugha Hkwy ldrh ] ;gh lp gSA eq>s ugha irk fd gekjs chp D;k fjys'ku gS ] tks eq>s ckj&ckj vkils ckr djus vkSj vkidk [k;ky j[kus dks dgrk gSA eq>s ;kn gS fd vkius eq>ls dgk Fkk fd eSa vPNk lk yM+dk ns[kdj 'kknh dj ywa ] ij eSa ;g ugha dj ldrh gwaA eSa tkurh gwa fd eSa fdlh ds Hkh lkFk [kq'k ugha jgwaxh ] D;ksafd esjh dqaMyh esa ;gh fy[kk gSA ij ] tc eSaus vius fy, vkidk I;kj ns[kk rks eq>s yxk fd eSa cl vkids lkFk gh [kq'k jg ldrh gwa vkSj fdlh ds lkFk ughaA ;gh otg gS ] tks eSaus vkids lkFk viuh 'kknh dh ckr lksphA ij ] vQlksl ] esjh ;g reUuk iwjh uk gks ldhA
eSa vkt Hkh ;gh lksprh gwa fd tc vkidks esjh QSfeyh us ?kj cqyk;k Fkk ] rc vki D;ksa ugha vk, \ vkius dg fn;k Fkk fd dqN t+:jh dke gSA D;k dke fdlh dh ft+Unxh ls T;knk t+:jh gksrk gS ! vkius dgk Fkk fd dHkh Hkh esjh t+:jr gks rks Iyht+ eq>s dguk ] ij eSa ;g dSls eku ywa fd tc eq>s vkidh t+:jr gksxh ] rc vki esjk lkFk nsaxs \ D;ksafd tc t+:jr Fkh ] rc vkius esjk ugha ] ml yM+dh dk lkFk fn;k ] ftlus gekjs chp yM+kbZ djokbZA esjh ut+jksa esa vkidks vkSj vkidh ut+jksa esa gesa xyr cuk;kA fQj Hkh eSa tkurh gwa fd vki cgqr vPNs gksA vkidks irk gS fd eSa ges'kk vkids Vp esa D;ksa jguk pkgrh gwa \ D;ksafd QkbuSa'kyh LVUx cSdxzkmaM gksus ds ckotwn vki fcYdqy ns'kh gSa ] esjh rjgA
tSlk yM+dk eq>s pkfg, ] vki fcYdqy oSls gh gSa ] dksbZ ?keaM ugha gS vkiesaA gj iy vkidh gh ;knksa esa [kksbZ jgrh gwaA Iyht+ ges'kk [kq'k jguk vkSj eq>s dHkh er HkqykukA fnYyh vkvksxs rks eq>s viuk irk t+:j nsuk ] eSa mldk dksbZ xyr bLrseky ugha d:axhA vkSj gka] eq>ls ,d ckj t+:j feyuk] D;ksafd ejus ls igys ,d ckj vkSj vkils ekQh ekaxuk pkgrh gwaA vki eq>s ekQ djsaxs u \