eSa fdlh ls cgqr I;kj djrh gwa vkSj og Hkh eq>ls cgqr I;kj djrs gSaA mudk uke t; gSA eq>s vkt Hkh yxrk gS fd tSls ;g vHkh dqN gh fnuksa dh ckr gS] tc eSa mUgsa nwj ls ns[kk djrh FkhA mUgsa ekywe Hkh ugha gksrk Fkk fd ,d yM+dh mUgsa gj jkst+ lcls Nqikdj vkSj muls Hkh Nqikdj mUgsa gh ns[krh gSA
ckr vkt ls ,d lky igys dh gS] tc eSaus mUgsa igyh ckj ns[kk Fkk vkSj fny dj jgk Fkk fd cl ns[krh gh jgwaA mUgsa ns[kus ds fy, eSa jkst+ mlh Vkbe ij vfQl tkrh Fkh vkSj og Hkh Bhd mlh le; ogha feyrs FksA ge nksuksa ,d gh cl esa tk;k djrs Fks] ij mUgsa esjh bu QhfyaXl ds ckjs esa irk ugha FkkA
mudk O;ogkj bruk vPNk gS fd cl esa lc yksx mUgsa ilUn djrs FksA ;gka rd fd tcrd og ugha vkrs Fks] cl dk Mkboj Hkh muds vkus dk osV djrk FkkA t; lcdks galkrs jgrs vkSj lc muls cgqr [kq'k jgrs FksA eSa Hkh jkst+ mlh cl esa tkrh Fkh vkSj ftl fnu og ugha tkrs Fks ,slk yxrk Fkk fd fnu 'kq: ugha gqvkA mlh cl esa esjh ,d saM Hkh eq>s feyh] tks t; dks tkurh FkhA mlus eq>s crk;k fd t; us mls ikst+ fd;k FkkA blds ckn eSaus vius fny ls mudk [k;ky fudky fn;kA fQj Hkh cl eSa ,d ckj muls ckr djuk pkgrh FkhA t;] cl esa lcls ckr djrs ij flQZ eq>ls ugha djrs FksA
dqN fnu ckn gh eSaus og tc NksM+ nh vkSj blfy, esjk ml cl esa tkuk Hkh ugha jgkA fQj eq>s nwljh tc feyh vkSj 6&7 eghus ckn gh t; eq>s esjs gh cl LVi ij fn[ks] tgka ls eSa tk;k djrh FkhA 'kk;n mudk Hkh vfQl f'kV gks pqdk FkkA tks Hkh otg jgk gks] ij esjs fy, ;g lcls cM+h [kq'kh dh ckr FkhA eSaus fQj ls mlh Vkbe ij tkuk 'kq: dj fn;k] ftl Vkbe ij t; tkrs FksA brus fnu ckn Hkh gekjh ckr ugha gks ikbZA ,d fnu vpkud muds gkFk ls esjk gkFk Vp gks x;k vkSj ml fnu eq>s ,slk yxk fd og esjs cgqr djhc gSaA fQj khjs&khjs eSaus eglwl fd;k fd pksjh&pksjh t; Hkh eq>s ns[kk djrs gSaA tc eSa mudks ns[krh rks og ut+jsa ?kqek ysrsA
fQj Hkh igy eSaus gh dhA muls ckr djds eq>s yxk fd vxj eSaus dksf'k'k ugha dh rks eSa muls dHkh ckr ugha dj ikaxhA fQj eSaus mudk lsy uacj ekaxkA yksxksa dh ut+jsa rc eq>s gh ns[k jgh Fkha] ij eq>s dksbZ QdZ gh ugha iM+ jgk FkkA tc eSaus t; dks Qksu fd;k rks mlds fdlh saM us Qksu mBk;kA eSaus dgk fd eq>s t; ls ckr djuh gS rks mlus crk;k fd og ckgj x, gq, gSaA rc eq>s cgqr xqLlk vk;k fd ,d eSa gh muls ckr djus ds fy, ikxy gks jgh gwa] mUgsa rks dksbZ QdZ gh ugha iM+rkA
vxys fnu ge nksckjk feys] rks eSaus mudh rjQ ns[kk Hkh ugha vkSj u gh ckr dhA mUgksaus eq>ls iwNk fd D;k ckr gS] ckr D;ksa ugha dj jgh gks \ eSaus dgk fd tc vkidks eq>ls ckr ugha djuh Fkh rks eq>s viuk uacj gh D;ksa fn;kA rc mUgksaus dgk fd eq>s irk Hkh ugha gS fd vius Qksu fd;k Fkk] eq>s esjs nksLr us bl ckjs esa dqN ugha crk;kA fQj rks gekjh ckrksa dk flyflyk py iM+kA gj 2 feuV ij og eq>s dy fd;k djrs vkSj jkLrs Hkj Hkh ge ckrsa gh fd;k djrsA
,d fnu esjh nhnh dk cFkZMs vk;kA og cgqr vilsV Fkha D;ksafd thtkth dks mudk cFkZMs ;kn ugha Fkk vkSj+ mUgksaus fo'k ugha fd;k FkkA tc eSaus t; dks crk;k rks mUgksaus eq>ls iwNk fd vxj eSa vkids ?kj vka rks dksbZ Cye rks ugha \ ml fnu igyh ckj og esjs ?kj vk, vkSj+ nhnh dks bruk galk;k fd nhnh [kq'k gks xbZ vkSj ?kj dk ekgkSy [kq'kuqek gks x;kA
khjs&khjs esjs ifjokj ds yksx Hkh t; ds O;ogkj ls [kq'k gks x, vkSj lc mUgsa ilUn djus yxsA ckr&ckr esa mUgksaus crk;k Fkk fd og esjh saM dks tkurs gSa] ij dHkh ikst+ ugha fd;kA tc esjh saM dks gekjh nksLrh dk irk pyk rks og cksyh fd mlus rks cl et+kd fd;k FkkA
vkt og esjs lkFk gSa vkSj eq>s csgn I;kj Hkh djrs gSaA mUgsa ns[kdj ,slk yxrk gS fd cl mUgsa ns[krh gh jgwaA t; igys ,sls balku eq>s feys] ftuesa dksbZ deh ugha FkhA muds ifjokj ds fy, mudk I;kj ns[kdj eq>s cgqr vPNk yxrk gSA D;ksafd vktdy yM+ds vius ?kjokyksa ds ckjs esa T;knk ugha lksprs vkSj mUgsa bt+~t+r ugha nsrsA ij t;] bu lcls vyx vkt Hkh vius ifjokj dh ijokg djrs gSaA
eSa t; ls cgqr I;kj djrh gwa] muds vkus ls esjh ftUnxh ,slh yxrh gS tSls lcdqN cny x;k gksA eq>s esjh ftUnxh ls I;kj gks x;k gS] D;ksafd t; esjs lkFk gSaA
ysfdu ;g [kq'kh gekjs ulhc esa ges'kk ugha jgsxhA D;ksafd t; dh lcls cM+h vPNkbZ mudh QSfeyh ds fy, mudk I;kj gh gekjs I;kj ds chp nhokj cuk gSA gekjh dkLV vyx&vyx gSA [kSj eSa rks muls 'kknh ds fy, gj gky esa rS;kj gwa] ij t; dh eEeh ugha rS;kj gksaxh vkSj t; viuh eEeh dks dHkh nq[k ugha igqapk ldrk gSA eSa dksbZ mEehn Hkh ugha djrh] D;ksafd eSa ugha pkgrh fd esjh otg ls fdlh dks dksbZ ijs'kkuh gksA
eSa t; dks ges'kk I;kj djrh jgwaxh] D;ksafd ogh esjh ft+Unxh gSA gekjs fj'rs esa gj jax gS] pkgs og nksLrh gks ;k I;kjA ge ,d&nwljs dks cgqr vPNh rjg ls le>rs gSa vkSj vktrd eSa lcls T;knk t; ds lkFk gh galh gwaA mUgksaus eq>s bl ,d lky esa iwjh ft+Unxh dh [kqf'k;ka nh gSaA eSa vkils csbargka I;kj djrh gwa vkSj gj iy vkidks fel d:axh t;A